Let's Change Everything!

This has been going on for so long, that i don't know anymore the line betwen real Love or just used to fight for it.

Kind of sad, i walk out of his place and didn't felt the impulse to go back... like before.

I know he'll be there, he will always be... But, do i want to go back to his empty heart, or do i want to move on, do i want to wear out my streght on the persuit of something i dont think i believe anymore...

It's time to change!

Let's change Everything!

How?

First:

Focuse on what really matters; work, education, family, friends... make your own ranked list. Think, and think hard, on the future you want for yourself, people aside, blank faces.

Paint the place were you wanna be; home, vacational spot, public place...

Second:

Try to mach those images with "the catch" and see if his face fills out the blank....

If it does... i dont know... take the risk, take the chance, at least thats what "they" say.

If not... take the list and start to Make It Happen! with luck, this will fill your heart until The Next Best Thing comes along...

Third:

Change!

Buy new clothes, wear something you never wore before.

Go out for dinner. Have a bottle of your favorite drink with your friends and talk about the fear of changing; then, order something different...

Go to work next day and adress that task you didnt want to. Do it like you love it, worst part is that you end up really loving it.

At home; Move the paintings on the wall, change their order, change the pictures frames... or get crazy: change the pictures!; Clean your room, get rid of old items, make a list of new ones and let your friends know your wish list (this would help them on presents ideas); Wash the dishes, even clean the fancy ones you dont use, then give away the old ones and start to use the "china" ones as regulars, put a new set of fancy ones your wish list. Convince your mom to do this with you.

Reunite with your family; visit that cousin you promise years ago and never did, invite grandma over, go to your parents and talk to them about the future... then, paint your own family portrait.

Last:

Take your decision.

No matter wich way you went, never go back.

Be faithfull to your decision till its over... You dont decide when its over, the reach of the goal does.

Dont cheat on yourself, dont betray yourself; if you do, go back and find your path, Change Everything again, your goal is worth it.

In order to go somewere, you got to Have a Goal