Not easy to Love You

I'm a weird girl... it's not news...

I've always been.

But that doesent mean much on love matters...

I love strong

I love Soft

I love blind

I love sweet and sexy

I love like any other girl.

So it's not easy to love you.

To love you i have to be your friend, your lover, your carer, your pal, your drink partner, your pillow... I have to be comprehensive, pacient, funny, counselor, smart, appropriate, good.

I have to be approved by your friends, your mother, your family, your boss, your work associates, even your preist have a say on me.

It's not easy to love you when you expect me to be perfectly clean and preatty after the party you invented last night.

It's not easy for me to love you when your childish behaviour hurted me, and you still think on the problems the situation caused you.

It's not easy for me to love you when you come home after you got tired of "the flavor of the month" that i'm not supposed to know about.

It's not easy to love you... but it's done.

I love you when you make me smile, when you look at me like no other, when you say that lie cause you think its better for me, when you bare with my anoying silence, and when you want me to love you.

I love you couse no one else would understand my cinic sense of humor, my moods, my creativity, my inventions, my need of space; my way to drive my car, my work, my life.

I love you, it's not easy to love you.

Smile

Lilly allen